Have you ever had that person who can make you smile on the worst day, knows how to make you laugh, can tell when something's up, makes you smile just by looking at them and knows you better than you know yourself? Words cannot comprehend the way I feel. It's as if I'm incomplete without Her; I cannot think straight and my life is nothing without Her in it. I am totally and unconditionally in love.
I find myself jealous of every person who is with Her when I'm not. I know I shouldn't be, and I trust Her with my life, but I just want to spend every single second of every single day with her. I know that things are going to become increasingly difficult, with us both at university, but I swear that I will be with her as often as humanly possible. It may seem silly to plan my future around one person, but She is my world, and I don't care about anything half as much as I care about Her. I want to be the person She comes home to, the person She tells all her troubles to, the person who can make Her laugh, the person She wants to cuddle up to on the sofa, the person who cooks Her meals, the person who buys gifts for Her just because She deserves it, the person She goes to sleep next to and wakes up next to every day; the person She loves.
I probably sound obsessed or something, but I am just so in love, She is my world. There isn't anything that I don't love about Her, I truly believe that every inch of Her is perfect and I would do anything for Her. There are times when I'm with Her that I literally just forget the world. I seriously wish that we could just run away for a while, just me and Her, and take time away from the world just to be ourselves. I don't actually think there is anywhere I'd rather be than with Her. I want to take care of Her and protect Her always.
I still get butterflies when I think about Her and when we kiss. Everytime I look at Her I realise how truly lucky I am to have someone so amazing in my life. I wish She would realise how beautiful She is, because She takes my breath away. Her eyes, Her smile, just everything about Her is beautiful. She is everything I could ever dream of. She is the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with, sharing everything with each other and just living our dream :)
Monday, 30 April 2012
Saturday, 14 April 2012
I'll never let your head hit the bed, without my hand behind it...
I haven't blogged for quite a while, so I decided to give a little update into my life.
From the 6th-10th, I was away with Her family near Stratford because my Girl wanted to take me away for my birthday. It was originally supposed to just be the two of us, but then things got complicated and we ended up in a caravan on a muddy field for 4 days. I'm sure She wouldn't mind me saying that the place itself was pretty boring; there wasn't much to do and the weather wasn't very good either. I did, however, really enjoy monday; we went on a proper date. My Girl took me out for a meal and then payed for the theatre afterwards. We saw Twelfth Night and it was really good! The best part about our time away was me and Her being able to be together every night, just cuddling and talking. It was so perfect and it made me realise that She is the person I want to spend my life with. I want to go to sleep holding Her every night and wake up next to Her every morning. The first night we had a really nice chat and we properly opened up to each other; it was so nice to know that She trusts me and that I can tell Her anything without Her judging me. The holiday didn't end very well; Her mum was angry and shouting about stuff, but I think everything's sorted now. I'm still going to try to stay away for a while though; Her mum is definitely not my biggest fan.
I feel like we're closer than ever right now and totally loved up. Every moment we have together is so special and I can't help but keep reminding Her how beautiful She is and how perfect She is. It's almost like we are meant to be together. I can't imagine my life without Her; She is everything to me.
I know that posting this on a blog is probably pathetic, and people may not believe me when I say it, but honestly, She is my world, She is my soul mate and I am Hers forever. When we got together 4 months ago, I never would have expected us to be where we are now, I'm not really sure what I expected, I just knew that I wanted to be with Her. She makes me happy and I know that it's never going to be easy, but She's worth fighting for and I'm going to always try my best to make sure She knows it and to make sure we stay strong. I love Her and I want to be with Her in every way, always.
From the 6th-10th, I was away with Her family near Stratford because my Girl wanted to take me away for my birthday. It was originally supposed to just be the two of us, but then things got complicated and we ended up in a caravan on a muddy field for 4 days. I'm sure She wouldn't mind me saying that the place itself was pretty boring; there wasn't much to do and the weather wasn't very good either. I did, however, really enjoy monday; we went on a proper date. My Girl took me out for a meal and then payed for the theatre afterwards. We saw Twelfth Night and it was really good! The best part about our time away was me and Her being able to be together every night, just cuddling and talking. It was so perfect and it made me realise that She is the person I want to spend my life with. I want to go to sleep holding Her every night and wake up next to Her every morning. The first night we had a really nice chat and we properly opened up to each other; it was so nice to know that She trusts me and that I can tell Her anything without Her judging me. The holiday didn't end very well; Her mum was angry and shouting about stuff, but I think everything's sorted now. I'm still going to try to stay away for a while though; Her mum is definitely not my biggest fan.
I feel like we're closer than ever right now and totally loved up. Every moment we have together is so special and I can't help but keep reminding Her how beautiful She is and how perfect She is. It's almost like we are meant to be together. I can't imagine my life without Her; She is everything to me.
I know that posting this on a blog is probably pathetic, and people may not believe me when I say it, but honestly, She is my world, She is my soul mate and I am Hers forever. When we got together 4 months ago, I never would have expected us to be where we are now, I'm not really sure what I expected, I just knew that I wanted to be with Her. She makes me happy and I know that it's never going to be easy, but She's worth fighting for and I'm going to always try my best to make sure She knows it and to make sure we stay strong. I love Her and I want to be with Her in every way, always.
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